I suddenly have an urge to write something today.
I was being unreasonable yesterday. Sigh. I feel so bad about myself throwing tantrums. Yet, I don't want to admit that I threw tantrums..
WHYYYYY. WHY AM I LIKE THIS? WHY DO I NOT WANT TO ADMIT THAT I AM IN THE WRONG?
I am sad. I was super sad yesterday because of what happened. Yet, I was in the wrong. Min ah, please don't be like this next time.
Remember to always give the benefit of doubt okies? He cares about you, he loves you a lot. Why would he do anything that will hurt or harm me?
Why would he not care about me? That is not him. He loves me a lot to want me to always be happy, loved, and cared for. He always does his best for me.
He went out to walk with me when he was tired.
He exercised with me even when he didn't feel like it.
He cooked for me when I said I was hungry.
He went down to buy food for me when I said I wanna eat.
He called a cab for me everyday because he doesn't want me to feel tired going home.
He brought me to nice dinner even when he was tired and wanted to rest at home.
He always insists on paying for meals and didn't want me to spend money.
He played Overcooked with me even when he just wanted to rest.
He let me stayed late even when he really wanted an early night on Sunday (next time MUST GO BACK EARLIER!!!! RMB TO LET HIM REST!!).
He really really really cares and loves me a lot. Please always remember that and don't get upset. Yes, you have emotions, but keep your reaction in check. You know you don't want to hurt him at all. You know you'll regret it immediately after hurting him.
I really don't like to hurt him at all. So please, remember to always stay CALM. When feeling emotional, ask "How am I feeling now?" and "Why am I feeling this way?", then evaluate the emotions and situation. Is it really worth getting upset for? No no no. It is not. Don't react, and stay calm. Remember that GC really loves me and I love him too :)
REMEMBER TO BE KIND <3