I think I'm afraid.
Looking at sky.
6 stars tonight!
So addictive! Stars and sky, they are so addictive to look at.
Grandma was looking at th sky, so I accompanied her.
And I end up looking at it for so long.
So nice.
And I made a wish to th brightest shining star!
I hope it will come true(:
If not, just take it away from my mind(:
Th sky and stars made me think. So much memories came back to me.
A nostalgic feeling..
Afraid of th pain, tht I might experience again.
Come to think of it, I'm really stupid tht time to entertain those silly thoughts tht I have.
Though I may admit it, but I could still uds why I have those thoughts.
I wanted th attention. I wanted th person to come back. Thts all I wanted.
I know I'm really stupid. But if I experience this again, I will still have those silly thoughts..
I know I will. Cos' It's too pain.
To stop th pain is to do those things.
Stupid stupid stupid. I really know, but it's uncontrollable.
Those thoughts just rush into me. I can do nothing abt it..
I'm afraid of getting this hurt again.
Idw it. Idw to experience it again!!
Afraid to love. Yes, I am, right now.
Idw to love until like this anymore. I'm th one who will end up getting hurt once again..
I am afraid.
Labels: You reminded me of th sky.