Suddenly got this urge to blog.
Recently I begin to think again. Sleeping late at night because something was on my mind.
Those memories came back once again, reminding me of those times.
Be it happy or sad, I suddenly miss it.
Probably because one of my friend is having relationship problem now, so I'm reminded of th past.
I really wonder if I can ever forget it. If so, when can I really totally forget it? How long will it takes me? It's been ard 8months. Yet, those memories still seem so clear.
Smiles, laughters, tears.. Happy times were really happy. Sad times were really sad. It's like on a roller coaster.. However I cnt see th track. I cnt predict what will happen next.
I know I am really not a good gf. And I will change. Not for any particular person, but myself this time.
I will not demand fast replies, I will not probe if he doesn't like, I will keep quiet if I'm angry, I will not be jealous if he mxgs other girls(they're just friends!), I will not expect him to mxg me every morning, I will not mxg him everyday if he doesn't like, I will say sorry and admit my mistake if I'm wrong, I will try my best to accommodate him in everything! (And I'll keep adding if I find more!)
This is what a good gf should do. I admit I dint do those, and I will definitely remind myself of those. Most importantly change my stubbornness!
My bro is really lucky to have such a good gf now. I'm gonna learn from her! :D
Those memories please say goodbye to me.
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