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happiness
Never let the sadness of the past, and the fear of the future, ruin the happiness of your present.
For every minute you are sad, you lose sixty seconds of happiness.
The key to happiness is letting each situation be what it is instead of what you think it should be.
To stay happy is simply to let go of things that make you sad.
Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.
Whenever you do a thing, act as if all the world were watching.
Be happy not because everything is good, but because you can see the good in everything.

Tuesday, September 15, 2015, 6:31 AM
I'm sad

Sad Sad Sad.

Whenever I feel sad, I come to talk to you, pour out my thoughts. Am i making use of you? Probably..

But its really sad. Am I not a good friend? Why did Mw feel that I am making use of her?

To be truthful, I really treated her like my friend. I still could remember our first year staying in hall together. Even though its just for less than a semester... I could still remember that time when she used a vacuum cleaner and sucked in the socks...So funny that we actually teared in laughter.

What happened after my exchange? After 6 months, everything changed.. I felt that you are no longer the person I used to know.. What happened?

I asked you which module are you taking, then you told me. You didnt express your wish to take the same mods as me. But i thick skinnedly tried to get the same mods as you even though I am not very sure what the mod is. I just want to take the same mod as you. I wanted to keep this friend. I wanted to talk to you. And i tried...

I tried to message you. But i felt that you liked shi hui more. You talked to her more friendly. But when you are with me, you became quieter. You did not really try to talk to me. I initiated all the conversations. I am always the one who is asking you out and talking to you. You dont tell me your problems and I have to see your facebook status to find out. I know that you may be uncomfortable to tell me your troubles, but i very thick skinnedly still tried to talk to you. Even though I got cold replies, I still want to talk to you. I have my feelings. I do feel sad. Whenever I mxg you, I am afraid of getting rejected. But i tried again and again. I did not want to give up this friendship. Even though I can feel that you did not want to take the same mods as me, I tried to ask you out for lunch. I know you are intentionally pushing me away, rejecting me as a friend, but i still tried. I feel so thick skin. I dont feel good. I feel sad.


Cried badly. And I feel better. Hopefully things will get better..