Remember: This too will pass

Hiiiiii,

Today I feel scared. I'm happy actually that my mom FINALLY got tested, and yet I feel so so so nervous. I'm so scared. I'm scared and worried about the results. What if she is positive?? What if she has to be hospitalized?? I'm so so so worried yet I know I accomplish NOTHING by being worried and unable to sleep... I have work tomorrow and have to do online counselling but I'm so scared that I cannot fall asleep... This really isn't helping but I'm scared and I need an outlet..

Okay min, the results will be out in 1-3 days. Tomorrow morning, maybe (CHOI PLEASE), maybe not (hopefully). Sigh as I'm typing this, mommy is coughing.. I'm scared but I will be strong and I will get through this. Times may be hard but I'm tougher than this!!! Believe in yourself girl. You've been through so so much and this too, will pass. Remember, breathe, relax, and smile. I'm 100% sure you can get through this.

Just as a passing storm, this too will pass. I promise you :)

Love,
Min.